once again
Once again, i find myself in this place i cant define. A place where i cant make anyone happy. I know i should, but iam tired of being by myself. Spend too much time one person or the other and the other side of the world disappears. So i chose to do this. Keep to myself. Take care of what i need to take care of. Know my place and do what i came here to do. I never knew life was so harsh, but this is just how things are now. Crazy to know how your friends cycle changes over the few semesters. I chose to stay out of friendship so i dont have to take the chance of disappointing others. The pressure of school, being away from what i know to be true, instability in many if not all relationships in my life has left me to me here. Here is where iam going to be untill i find out what to do.

